Awakening Your Existence

Yes, so it finally happened.  This wednesday was my “official” last day at my employment.  Funny how that lack of direct deposit money in your account puts one into survival mode.  Somehow my Grande Signature hot chocolate with two extra shots from my favorite coffee company doesn’t seem THAT important these days.  I’ve had a couple interviews, a couple look promising…but I’m reminded on a second by second basis…I really am doing this to survive.

I’m scared, plain and simple. I know, split me open and where would fear reside in my physically? Sure, I know conceptually the fear is a manifestation of misplaced focus. But I have noticed one thing about this particular time without a job.  I can say that I’m scared, but I am completely and totally content with how its all going to turn out. In the past 6 months or so I’ve learned a lot.  And I know that everything is working JUST AS IT SHOULD.  If I make up anything about my situation…its my doing. So, can you be scared and be enlightened at the same time?  Sure…I just have to realize I’m the one making myself afraid. (Go figure…)

I appreciate all your support and kind words.  Keep sending me your light and love…and I will keep going forward with that which I love.  You are all blessings to me!

Bright Blessings!
~Matthew

It started out simply an academic friendship between an emissary of the The Great Ones and an Atlantean Linguist. The Linguist’s task, to translate “The Song” into written text so generations could remember how the Great Ones Communicated to us humans. You see, The Great Ones knew how to bi-locate, one in human form and one in what we call “Whale” form.  The trouble began when Esther (The Great One) and The Atlantean Linguist fell in love. Not only were they of two separate worlds, but in the eyes of Atlanteans, the union took the attention off the established contractual relationship, and was therefore considered taboo. The Linguist buried herself in her work, and shut out the feelings she had for Esther. They never spoke again.

Throughout time, Esther followed the Linguist, in all her different incarnations. Watching over her, and singing her to sleep at night. Every event that made an impact on the Linguist’s incarnation, Esther was there…singing. Occasionally showing “true form” to the Linguist, Esther kept reminding her that she is ever watchful.  The Linguist sheds tears at the Ocean, and embraces “The Song”, even though she has long forgotten the words, and how it was recorded. 

Esther, keeping an ever watchful eye on the Linguist saw a way to speak to her. In this incarnation, a Scholar started uncovering his roots in Lemuria. He knew the Linguist, and knew she had been uncovering herself as an Atlantean. While speaking one night, Esther made herself known to the Scholar. He spoke the words that Esther gave him.  In a flood of emotion he blurted out,

By the words of a Lemurian can the Atlantean see Spirit.

Matthew wept.

So, that was my evening. Simply amazing.

Be Blessed
~Matthew

I just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching to GEICO. No…not really this is BETTER!

My good friend CeAnn from Sedona, AZ will be making a Texas tour on November 14-16, 2008.  I will be posting more details on my website.  Please contact me about attending these wonderful events that he has planned – reservations are requested so we have a head count.  I am honored to say that the event venue is Messages of Joy, an energetic manifestation of space in the Lewisville, Texas area. Check out their site.  

If you would like to read more about CeAnn, please see his website Visionary Guidance. This will be his first time back in Texas in almost 5 years, so I want to make this event one to remember.  I hope if you cannot attend that you would join me in sourcing his return to this area very soon!  

Be Blessed!
~Matthew

Tags: CeAnn, Visionary Guidance

Okay…so this is a post that I DO NOT want to write. Why? Because it show’s a side of me that is NOT pretty.  So…some background.  Living in Dallas I’ve come to expect that traffic is going to be bad at certain times of the day.  It takes me 40 minutes to get from my home to my work.  Thats 40 minutes of unadulterated chances for road rage.

As I was driving yesterday, Aleah came to me and asked, “So…how many more people are you going to kill off this morning?”  I looked at her and said, “What the hell are you talking about?”  She went on to explain.

“Every time you shout or yell towards someone, you do so with a negative intent. Physically they cannot hear you, but those emotional outburst translate into a strong energetic force that hits them.  Do you still think you are not doing any harm?  Your energy can change their entire day and effectively kill off their joy, creativity and peace.  Now thats fucked up!”

Wow…

As I was talking to my friend Tia last night, I realized that this same thing could be applied to ANY conversation I have. With my significant other, with friends, with my boss, whoever. Its going to take some time to change my thinking about how I communicate…but I want to make a positive impact on the world. I know I can’t do that if I am killing it off with my words.

Tags: Aleah, communication

Yes, I did…in Albuquerque, New Mexico. For some reason I took my glasses when going through security and wel…I left them there. I hope whoever has them gains better eyesight. I know one thing FOR SURE, after this weekend (even without my glasses) I am seeing VERY clearly.

I attended a Visionary Guidance event led by my dear friend Ce Ann. After two sessions and sitting under the teachings of Malachite, I’m no longer at a stop to share all the information that is coming through to me. I got rid of some road blocks that were standing in my way of truly being open to the work that I am being called to do.

I had time to sit on a mountainside inside the Navajo Nation and feel the unadulterated Mother Earth. Her heartbeat was so strong…it didn’t have to compete with the big city, cars, trucks, cel phones, radios. I’ve never felt the Mother Earth vibration as strongly as I did on this trip. It was incredible!

I had the chance to read, write, meditate and feel information that was truly enlightening (don’t worry…I’ll share soon enough.) I also had a chance to talk to many wonderful people on my journey, and truly share what my vision is for this work. I have to recount this story…

I didn’t want to be late for my plane back to Dallas, so I left Aztec, NM around 10:00am for the 3 hour drive back to Albuquerque, NM. I was WAY early for my 8:30pm flight. I had a great time exploring the area, did a little shopping, bet eventually decided to take the rental car back and get situated at the airport. I got through security (my glasses apparently didn’t) and headed for my gate. It was about 6:00pm when I arrived and found my gate’s seating was quite full…so I walked across the concourse a bit and found a seat at another gate. It started to fill up as well. As I was working on my laptop, a gentleman came to sit beside me. We began talking and soon I was sharing with him some of the information thats been on my heart lately. Long story short, there is a possibility that I might be going to Taos, NM to do some work. (I so appreciated my time with this man…and look forward to working with him to get something going in Taos.) I came to find out that this fine gentleman was not at the airport to get onto a plane. He was just stepping off the plane and wanted a moment to sit down, relax and breath before making the journey home. To add to that, his plane was delayed at a previous stop. Leave it to the Universe to orchestrate such events with such perfect timing. I’m glad the Universe is working as it should.

Be Blessed!
~Matthew

Got up and it was rainy, dreary outside…and to top it off I had a doctor’s appointment with my new endocrinologist. He is a nice enough guy, very professional and to the point. But he said something that bothered the SNOT out of me. After taking and perscribing 3 new medications (on top of the two that I am taking) he said, “If you didn’t want that many medications…you shouldn’t have chose diabetes!” I laughed…on the outside.

As I was driving back to the office I ran that phrase over and over in my head. Aleah, bounced into the car with her cigarette and said, “But you did darling…you did chose! Now its a matter of what you are going to do about it.” I was taken back…I realized I did plan for this. This is on my Map to deal with…and I’ve been walking around it going, “Hrm…what do we have here?” [[Yes, more like ignoring it.]]

I’ve got the power to take care of this. I don’t have the manifestation of the diabetes being gone…but that doesn’t mean thats its a match for my Divinity to have that miracle. So…the doctor was right…I chose it. Now, I choose to do something about it.

Be Blessed
~Matt

Well, here I am on the heels of my trip to New Mexico to visit with Ce Ann and attend an event there in Farmington. I’m so excited!

As I was meditating the other day I started questioning Nuir and Glalen about Divine Nature. Here’s a SMALL portion of what I received.

What is Divine Nature? Simply it is the legacy or your Divinity you leave with those lives you touch. Divine Nature is no arrogant but exists ONLY for the edification of those around it. As in nature, when a single drop of rain collides with a calm surface of water, it creates a wave of energy that dissipates in all directions from the point of origin. When many raindrops hit the surface, many waves are released eventually colliding with the others and creating NEW waves. You are NOT a raindrop, YOU ARE THE HEAVESN that unleash a flood of raindrops onto the surface of this earth. When you speak, create waves…and leave a legacy of LIGHT and lead others to the realization of their own Divine Nature.

That is just the LAST part of what I received…I am so excited! I appreciate all you who are supporting me and giving me words of encouragement. I will continue to be receptive and bring you what my Guides bring to me.

Be Blessed
~Matthew

Tags: Divine Nature, Glalen, Nuir

I’ve begun writing down what is turning into an amazing, eye opening document.  Saliah has been channeling to me “Existence.” Its more or less an essay on the human experience, from The Establishement, to the Apprentice Map, to the Journeyman’s Map to the Master Plan.  Following is an excerpt taken from The Establishment.

Inside the establishment, you have created the maps you will walk and ALL memories. Past, future and present are concepts of linear time, so you cannot say that memories are only from the past. Inside your human existence you have the ability to access these memories with the help of your Higher Self.  Your Higher Self is there with you creating along your side. At the time of establishment, your Higher Self is the one that imparts to you all memories.  The drawing shows you and your Higher Self.  Memories are transferred from the Heart Chakra to the Crown Chakra of the energy being established on this earth. The symbol shows that memories are infinite.

I look forward to sharing with you more as the days progress. I feel very honored and blessed to be getting such information and I will continue to be open to what the Universe has to say. Inside that…you can count on me to share.

Be Blessed
~Matthew

Tags: Existence, Saliah

A lot of stuff has been coming though in the past week or so.  I’ve had some really good success at sitting down and meditating and putting all the stuff that has been coming through down in an electronic format.  I’ve had times that I’ve been driving and Saliah has started talking with me, so I got out my voice recorder that was buried in the office, and started recording on my way to work.  The “22 Questions to Ask Your Guides” was a bigger than I “heard”, and it is now title “22 Responses Guides Have For Your Questions.” Saliah wanted to make sure that many common questions people have about Guides were explained, and to show some of the different kinds of questions that are welcomed by your Guides.

My professional microphone comes in today! YAY! So that means I can get about the task of recording the meditations that have been passed to me.  I’m so excited to be sharing those with you soon.

Be Blessed
~Matt

Tags: Saliah

As I was talking to me dear friend Alice last evening about spiritual guidance in the world today, a “Pass Through Energy” just drop a phrase in my lap.

You can dress a pig up in Sunday Silk, but they will still wallow in the mud.

I love it, and think it was so appropriate for the conversation…thank you…whoever you are.